亲爱的朋友，我希望如果你读了这篇你会更了解我的心情。

如果我不在乎你，我就不会赌上我们的友情，老实地告诉你我的想法。
如果我不在乎你，我就不会把所有的好康都与你分享。
如果我不在乎你，我不如在你背后说你不是，让你永远都不知道。
如果我不在乎你，我不会想尽办法让你的生活更好过。
如果我不在乎你，我不会写这篇文章。

世界上有各种各样的朋友，我以为活了二十年，应该也看透了吧？朋友，是没有的比较的。不同人对待知己的方法不一样。其实一切都是很简单的。既然当了知己，就是敞开心胸。要知道对方是为自己好。要信任对方，无论如何是不会背叛或离异你的。至少，对我来讲，是这样的。你有那么多的想法告诉全世界，那为什么不发表一下你的想法给对的人，解决眼前的问题？一直以来我都是没有存恶意。如果说话不礼貌了一点，那是我那一向冲动的嘴巴犯的错。抱歉。如果觉得真的是不能接受这样的我，那我就不会留人。但是至少现在，我会依然在此，顺其自然。

2012

happy new year everyone! :) i spent my last night of 2011 in genting. around 10,000 ppl were waiting for the firework display there but in the end because of the weather condition they postponed it to the next day 8pm. so lousy and disappointing. not even a countdown for 2012. just waited for one hour in the cold weather for nothing. then i was brought into the casino by my parents. played abit and won! :D it was real fun. but that's just an eye opener for me by my parents and they forbid me to go in again until i'm 21. talking about forbid, makes me thought of the known forbidden love. == 

anyway, new year, means that i'm gonna start teaching again, start singing in the choir, start my own piano classes, and university life. gonna be a busy person with packed schedule again. still not very sure i'm mentally ready for all that to come back again. pfft.

in this new year, i hope that god will continue to bless me with everything in my life. and also bless those important person in my life. :) 

AND, i'm a red-headed girl now! super happy with my hair colour! :DDD

lastly, happy new year to everyone again, and have a good year ahead aite!

ciao! 

After STPM.

it's kinda late now. recently i've been sleeping late. dunno why just don't feel like sleeping, like i can stay up all night playing games, watching dramas without getting tired. SUPERWOMAN. but i'm no superwoman so my face kinda 憔悴nowadays. and all the pimples keep popping out. *sad*

so i'm kinda into the sims 2 now. borrowed almost all expansion packs from jeat and installed them on my new laptop. oh did i mention about my lappie? dad bought it for me as stpm present. LOL. a reward for finishing stpm, not because of the results. :D

it's been a few months since we last talked. well i have to say that the impact of you on me is getting lesser and lesser. it's a good thing. thanks to my friends and family, i've manage to get through all the sad days and now living my normal life again. :) it will only get better.

ps: promised myself to write a post about my entire high school life. coming soon.

lastly, say cheese! it's christmas!! :DDD

GRADUATION.

well as you can see, my back mirror is totally shattered.  thanks to a stupid coconut that decided to ripe and fall on the last day of my high school life and last day parking there.

today is my graduation day. last day of being sixth form student in CHS. this one and a half years i've been invisible to the school so actually we all felt relieved to be graduating. it's only been two years since my form 5 graduation, but the ceremony changed alot. they no longer allow live band performance with singing. so we're only allowed to sing with minus one version. which is a total potong steam to the performers. i miss singing 'the climb' with 5p1, 5p2 and 5p3 students of 2009 with amanda playing piano and mathiew and friends playing guitars. i'll miss my friends and teachers alot. :)

time for STPM!!!

ps: i'm not allowing myself to let you affect my feelings anymore.

生日快乐！

stereo hearts ♥

well, hi. :) i've abandoned blogging for quite a while now. and i just read my old blog. and i'm currently in a nostalgic mood. and idk why, i can't find back the blogging mojo anymore. sad to say.

to be honest, i'm kinda scared and nervous cus stpm is coming in no more than 30 days. and i think i'm not prepared for it yet. there's too much to study, dunno where to start. sigh. i shall be more determined.

i'm out of words.